Evenings hardly passes,yet years flowing fast.

Strange philosophy of life, evenings hardly passes, yet years flowing fast, decades upon decades deduced , journey of day begin bit easy, dawn delve into new date, somber going sets in,  day appearing endless tunnel, end hardly visible, no nap to soothe, fluttering self, at all nook and cranny, yet hardly evening sets in, and...

Offhand Angel.

Cool in demeanor, indifferent,casual yet bit offensive, nonchalant halo pervading, yet resembles lacking grace, but yet cool in manner, then how it hurts, feels offensive/ungracious, The intent appears vague, The intent appears hollow, casual,frustrating,eerie, sounds frosty coolness, not colored in vivid aroma, scantly revealing calmness, hardly reveling calmness, what to gather from such angel, whats...

Malaise.

What has changed, nothing appeared to have changed, the world around is same, yet that affinity gone, as if a malaise penetrated deep inside, no cause apparent, roots untraceable, All near and dear perplexed, pouring more succor, yet that rapport, that harmony, within and outside elusive, a decisive turn, not of destiny, but of time...

The mangled self.

The mangled self, yet something not allow it to recline, to get it stationed in comfortable posture, feeling relaxed, as if lying in stratosphere, a lower layer, a upper layer,to cuddle, according to floating sensations, The mangled self, yet strutting ahead, as if ,nothing happened, the hurt,the guilt buried in troposphere, with the support of...

ENNUI.

reached a plateau in life, where neither anything, downwards or upwards, no more exists, A listless state, and wonders at other ends, musing about/pursuing all those, earthy charms, which now no more occupy, occupations are gone, the thrill of turning events, burden of cleaning the desk, weak and faint, from both fatigue and its illness,...

All the faculties lost.

All the faculties lost, in the maze of indifference, that s surrounding,it was different earlier, now the difference is apparent, that s listlessness,it no more belongs to me, once it used to reciprocate, and the callings resonated, as if flower,leaves,tree and ambiance all were in chorus, a rhythm full of love and jest, full of...

Disparate Effulgence.

The disparate desperation of spirits, wandering in labyrinth of black hole, to that other end of, effulgence of harvest moon, the far cries of disparate destitute s, preying to suck that all gleaming, that creation ,experiencing wonders, the change may appear slow,but penetrate swiftly, the track has changed, the directions changed, putting first things first,...

INDIFFERENCE.

Differed a lot, cant stabilize in surrounding, surrounding are volatile, here and everywhere there, it tends to destabilize, all creatures of some consciousness, floating and fleeting, deferred all indefinitely, A state of perfection, no differences to ponder, indifference to wrap, In material world , or individual mental world, nothing alike, Differences are enormous, visible and...

Votive candles flickering in various alcoves.

Time is stick to its base,its habituality  to habit ,sticking burning the base ,yet invisible and not pronounced. One endeavouring/ relishing great hurry in pushing ahead of phases/phrases being lost in maze of strident certainty of nothingness,only recourse to some fulfilment remains in/lie in decisively moving ahead to any noticeable extent ,leaving behind a trail...