As if human becoming machine.

Basically everything in world is machine i . e natural machines or man made machines as if machine made by machines. What prompted human to make machines is feeling /experiencing limitations within human machine functionality. Human memory is limited and its retrieval at requirement is uneven , further human at a moment can pay attention... Continue Reading →

VORTEX

Usually drifting wayward , Without direction , Just flowing in with tides , Stillness is eluding , in low or high currents , And may sometimes crop out forth that force , That pulls /exert its power , To drew toward its center , Caught in its mesh , Get continuously pulled toward that point... Continue Reading →

Auction Of Emotions .

The ground wasn't fertile , with scorched patches in abundance , As if all was mess inside , with abundant physical weakness added to mental ones , With guards never facilitating smooth ploughing , engrossed in their labyrinth , Yet time moved , dull albeit spring knocked superseding whatever happened/impacted , Caught/got attention of auctioneer... Continue Reading →

Reality of one and all

One is shaking , not the surrounding , It appears to one that everything shaking , But it is reality to one only , not reality of masses , They perceive according to whirlpool surrounding them , Why am one shaking , The internal mechanism deteriorating , Outside pressures hitting hard , What makes one... Continue Reading →

LENORE.

After months of quiet ,calm sleep, added by sedatives and modern mood enhancers, forgetting all quaint and curios lore , It turned out to be dreary midnight, descending from heaven to hell, Suddenly tapping and rapping around me at hoary midnight, after months of plain sleep added by anti anxiety etc dispeller, claiming to be... Continue Reading →

Dilemma Of Seedling.

As the seedling started transforming amazed in surrounding, Yet far from being sapling, Found many roads diverged in horizon, And sorry, he couldn't travel all as being one traveler confused, Yet pondered the undergrowth , But the fate lies elsewhere the many options stalking seedling to grasp as appeared to be grassy and deserving wear.... Continue Reading →

Languishing.

It isn't burnout, it isn't depression, Just joyless and aimless, Languishing, Stagnation and emptiness Piercing through foggy windshield, From low to flourishing, Pondering peak of well being, To be out from valley of despondency,drained, worthless, ill-being , Getting a sense of meaninglessness, Void between low and flourishing and just languishing, Functioning at low capacity ,no... Continue Reading →

Reciprocal Responses.

Responses may be reciprocal or may not be so, A childish jubilance propel one to share hearing or reading interesting things, But it looks awkward to child to find their responses muted or lukewarm, As if for them matter matters or not,that is not easily divulged, Child fantasized things fast and gets upset on slight... Continue Reading →

Epiphany arrives in last scene.

Suffering and sacrificing all in pursuit of an ancient legacy, To surrender unquestionably, Harangue about hollowness of popular culture Like a constant drone that wrap and cocoon insular world, Conflict to conquer, preserve legacy ultimately deadens him and his art, Need to know how to separate facts from fiction Demigods are passe, Maturity difficult to... Continue Reading →

How to remain sane.

Everyone consumed in own grief, With distancing of social, No personnel contact to loved one, Prolonged ,complicated trajectory of grief, How to remain sane, Emerging from darkness with least scars, Second wave is like an ocean full of grief, Some struggling with anticipatory grief worrying about loved ones, Trying conflicting opinions in small doses to... Continue Reading →

Reluctant Fighter.

Opened eyes and found in strange surrounding, Can't understand why am here, What's the purpose, Who invoked me in this cauldron of grabbing, Just complied to instincts and started responding rhythms , Can't understand marathon fights on all corners,when ultimately fight is to be lost, Incentive s and motivation theories were enforced by rote, Individual... Continue Reading →

Sophisticated Animals.

They have no qualm of being animal, Neither are shy of being called same, For them nothing insignificant echo for centuries, For then nothing significant fall silent in short span, Nor to blame for anxieties, Nor to blame for follies, Not to bother for outdated administrative systems, Not to nourish knowledge elite, No fact lies... Continue Reading →

Evergoing Theatre.

The stage is set, Some actors affixed, Some participants enters randomly, How to perform /act, One has a role, Defined by nature, By customs,by authorities, The script not given in advance, One has to invoke/revoke, Enter into playground, Full of players, Each as if pounding relentlessly, Searching a naive,the fool, To influence/exploit other,. Every action... Continue Reading →

The Second Coming.

All that is going on, Looks full of pleasure,. Colors of duality, As if,One and the same things,. Despite nomenclature differs,. Yet balance tilt here and there, Nothing to discern, Gradually widening whirl, One part tries to gain singularity, Centre gets loosened and parts wobbles, The zealist full of conviction, And others drowned in dreamy... Continue Reading →

Seamless Connection s.

All being on planet, Being an independent unit, Connections not banned with other units, Yet as if some leaders required to remove distractions, And form clan,unit, group, society to organise them, And to give it a identity, Or some chemistry needed to sow the seeds, Yet it had remained volatile and fragile, Creating a subset... Continue Reading →

A Definable Shape.

Being outside in freshness, Rocked the dull weight in heart', Now as if started taking, A Definable Shape, Something pressed from inside, Causing disorientation, Unexpected break in gauzy spell, May it create a mark in, Overwhelming sense of brokenness, No end in sight, As if everyone has given up, A sparkle here and there, Add... Continue Reading →

Profound Pain.

Lived with profound pain, Throughout his brief life, Never complained of it, Always conserving energy, Struggling to respond, Struggling to initiate, Struggling to defend,. Struggling to remain afloat, Avoiding and reducing, The speed of collapse, To have the solace of, Being yet in game, Albeit losing one, Occassionally dreaming, To play like normal being, Swallow... Continue Reading →

Naivety Of Era.

It struck with ferocity, with all its ferocity, and , one by one, all assumptions proved futile, And at last, the whole edifice , stood without any foundation, naivety of era, gradually replaced by whimsical arrogance, earlier infantile structures were replaced, infantilism was nurtured,in vogue for long, cant bear squarely facing challenges, pushing boundaries for... Continue Reading →

Individual inning.

A new inning, fresh for new opening, taking guard, exploring the field, judging gaps, envisaging scope, to play innings, with excitement and charm, spectators watching or not, surrounding immaterial, not to be approved by others, let be approved by self, playing till retired, neither get/felt hurt, inning end as fresh, new inning to unfold, in... Continue Reading →

Comfort Zone.

Expanding the zone, zoom in on the realities, focus on purpose of life, cherishing every moment, that speeds up, embracing happening, melting and wading into uncharted territory, putting into someone else shoe, striving to extend zone of comfort ,and to find treasure, one side of same coin, the worst behind us, jostling secure and we'll... Continue Reading →

Embrace the unknown.

Unknown is inevitable, time ticking, growing older,may not wiser, Memories crafted in long journey, drowned in debris of wayward attitudes, Hardship said to taught lot, launching pad for next learning experience, The present is what matters most, right here right now, Amazing experience s or tortuous one, preparing for worst yet having faith in best,... Continue Reading →

Holding You Back.

Something is lacking somewhere, holding you back, from get flowing, have a objective look, what is hampering that flow, to which one is entitled, Not directing ones time to its direction, getting affixed your passion/capability, to a growth trajectory, The sore points lies within, not breaking the ice, and emotions raising head frequently, to derail... Continue Reading →

Broadening horizon.

Barrage of information, key for informed decision, emerging from various media, reliable/unreliable source, dreaming to fill in shoes, right skill to marry with passion, broadening horizon, equip with time proven efficient tools, communicate often more and more, affected by range of influences, trust,openness and transparency.      

Just Being Ourselves.

Matters mounting and multiplying, inadvertently searching newer dimensions, of implications/complications, as if concussion occurred, inundated by creepy vortex, striving for solace, having the effect alike, that someone is disarming, charming and outgoing, creating sense of calm, a charm,a will that melts whirlpool of uneasiness, providing a sense of relief, just being ourselves, neither appeasing,mollifying ,placating,... Continue Reading →

Swinging Wayward.

Stimuli flying here and there, That provokes senses, They cries for reactions, Yet reactions hardly lies in raising temper/shouting, Stimuli filled with combustible ingredients, It explodes with rising tempers, Shattering it's very base, A horse of long race, Controls actions/reactions, Avoids bruishe s /wound from traps, Traps that may be or may not be, Yet... Continue Reading →

Offhand Angel.

Cool in demeanor, indifferent,casual yet bit offensive, nonchalant halo pervading, yet resembles lacking grace, but yet cool in manner, then how it hurts, feels offensive/ungracious, The intent appears vague, The intent appears hollow, casual,frustrating,eerie, sounds frosty coolness, not colored in vivid aroma, scantly revealing calmness, hardly reveling calmness, what to gather from such angel, whats... Continue Reading →

Malaise.

What has changed, nothing appeared to have changed, the world around is same, yet that affinity gone, as if a malaise penetrated deep inside, no cause apparent, roots untraceable, All near and dear perplexed, pouring more succor, yet that rapport, that harmony, within and outside elusive, a decisive turn, not of destiny, but of time... Continue Reading →

The mangled self.

The mangled self, yet something not allow it to recline, to get it stationed in comfortable posture, feeling relaxed, as if lying in stratosphere, a lower layer, a upper layer,to cuddle, according to floating sensations, The mangled self, yet strutting ahead, as if ,nothing happened, the hurt,the guilt buried in troposphere, with the support of... Continue Reading →

ENNUI.

reached a plateau in life, where neither anything, downwards or upwards, no more exists, A listless state, and wonders at other ends, musing about/pursuing all those, earthy charms, which now no more occupy, occupations are gone, the thrill of turning events, burden of cleaning the desk, weak and faint, from both fatigue and its illness,... Continue Reading →

All the faculties lost.

All the faculties lost, in the maze of indifference, that s surrounding,it was different earlier, now the difference is apparent, that s listlessness,it no more belongs to me, once it used to reciprocate, and the callings resonated, as if flower,leaves,tree and ambiance all were in chorus, a rhythm full of love and jest, full of... Continue Reading →

Inclinations propelled by instinct.

Inclinations propelled by instincts, dub it natural or genuine, adoring on this pretext or that, Many adoring its, pristine beauty. All that prevailed for, centuries. And those centuries were shrouded by- sanctuaries of Animals, where all urges were primitive, which one cant relish in this humane world. A world that is, sometimes/somewhere sighted its traces.

A plow horse.

Alone not like the others, he was not for playing, he was for plowing, a epiphany ,a picture flashed, in his psyche, and again the picture blurred, like a reflection in the pond, standing alone, by the fence in the field, that he wasn't born A plow horse.  It got transcended to retrograded to tagged... Continue Reading →

Tickling Sensation.

A low level electric current, noticeable but not  aching, As if in the barren land, even oasis sink in the sand, of its own good ideas, But what, that not expected, considered buried/oblivious, raises its fury again, without waiting for final day, at its own discretion, to singe and pale, the edifice, in shambles,to its... Continue Reading →

TWINGE.

A dull surface,lacking vibrancy, devoid of potency/vibrancy, mundane,dull,wearisome,tiresome, not knowing though, from far away,somehow, a deep twinge aroused, as if all that was buried, stored/diverted to trash, suddenly, stoked few amber, as if ash bubbled up, before cinders consigning to fate, yet twinge belatedly erupted, wasn't as intense, as may be in heydays of crater... Continue Reading →

Purposes and priorities.

Priorities... randomly falling into ditches, clutter in cabinet, or commitments in calendar, discard rubbish, at walking distance be, either relevance or convenience, if not both, That effulgence, that rapt splendor, surrounding harvest moon, It confuse refulgence, of LURKING evils, what striking menace, The moon blooming, triumphantly announcing, setting of winter, randomly and recklessly , dew... Continue Reading →

Meager resources.

Resources are scarce, yet sources mushrooming, sources appeasing/luring, with all means, Enticing, creating newer niche, Sources winged on, AI AND  ML, all sources artificial,virtual, webcast,podcast etc,etc. no bulwark of resources, resources are meager, just locked in few chest, bills of central bank, shortfall pervasive, amazing/perplexed, sources there, yet cant be resourced , to vast populace,... Continue Reading →

Disparate Effulgence.

The disparate desperation of spirits, wandering in labyrinth of black hole, to that other end of, effulgence of harvest moon, the far cries of disparate destitute s, preying to suck that all gleaming, that creation ,experiencing wonders, the change may appear slow,but penetrate swiftly, the track has changed, the directions changed, putting first things first,... Continue Reading →

Differences are enormous.

Differences are enormous, visible and invisible, significant or insignificant, enormous or tiny, traceable or untraceable, but there is there, unevenness,lack of smoothness, a pervasive all around, lack of compatibility, solution emerges, when all heat blaze, to turn to ashes, all visualization turn bleak, nothing provokes, nothing entice, differences turns so fragile, that all appearing same,... Continue Reading →

INDIFFERENCE.

Differed a lot, cant stabilize in surrounding, surrounding are volatile, here and everywhere there, it tends to destabilize, all creatures of some consciousness, floating and fleeting, deferred all indefinitely, A state of perfection, no differences to ponder, indifference to wrap, In material world , or individual mental world, nothing alike, Differences are enormous, visible and... Continue Reading →

BRAVADO.

As if,it was doomed to implode, even traces lying in, all the beginning brightness, he ,who seen the obscurity, lying/hovering in that brightness, brightness emitting passions, yet passions lacking conformity, on uneven footing, neither surrounding/owned consensus, glances were blank, yet enough to beguile, it wasn't enough to wither, concerns were concerning, in that accompanying horizon,... Continue Reading →

Sky is too small limit.

What a vast sky is ,with no defined contours and it is all around planet,star, living being etc.It is sort of unending dimension to existence without any limit to expansion and regular stretching ,no beginning on end,,no starting no end ,all tiny creatures in its ambit collide,burst,shine and run out of energy to get in... Continue Reading →

The yearning for comfort.

The yearning for comfort, that all embracing comfort, which grasps completely- devoid of any discomfort. That comfort may dwell, when one in- perfect harmony with surrounding. Where all inner aspiration- lies in tranquility. All abstraction take/shape reality, outside /inside in harmony. The grouses are far off- lurking beyond zone of comfort. And reality is really... Continue Reading →

No such issue.

What is right  What is wrong no such issue only instinct that counts In the animal world   no grievances rooted deeply anywhere just responding to moments merely existing Stupor No rules,neither legality defined no guilt no guilty exists just random living with no memory to store/analyse And no concern for Meaningless Meanings.    ... Continue Reading →

That foggy light house of fate.

Said to be capable of self learning through experiences etc Yet small shreds of emotions flying free pleading for capture Hardly be doused by a theory to which prefer to stick despite knowing other theories once bitten getting out balance once bitten gaining arrogance striving to turn unpleasant to pleasant Becoming companion of self that... Continue Reading →

Pressures.

All on here faces multiple pressure yet for some pressures hardly subside keeps on changing faces forming different coalitions hardly subdues And experimenting tormenting wars ,chasm on multiple front A low  pressure area invites floating monstrous distractions  race to exert pressure nucleus of beings as if never allowed to get in touch with any sort... Continue Reading →

TORNADO.

Tornado whistling loud as if got free rein thither issues/confusion calmed that nothing prevailed somewhat tornado called to fill vacuum bury many hatchet For the remnant beginning embers looks dazed sparks trembling fiercely to anoint the destruction in maze of puzzlement/momentary Enlightenment.    

Precursor to higher understanding.

In this form understanding In that form understanding understanding to evolve with changing structures with changing times Inherent constraint to understanding understanding in this form Is merely a precursor to catapult into another domain where all surprises melts TO Eventual Understanding.    

Full of constraints.

This life is full of constraint It need to interact It needs many inputs natural inputs,social inputs retrieve-store and expend energy That with a perfect balance unlike steam engine where coal burned to boil water And steam generated to move piston and machine attached ROARS ,CHUG The being consume energy to chug to move to... Continue Reading →

Existence is maintenance.

That what gains existence conscious or semi unconscious wears and tears out with culminating into system becoming redundant Till system alive needs maintenance to be vibrant,flowing maintain self well so journey goes well whatever status of path potholes/obstacles.        

Votive candles flickering in various alcoves.

Time is stick to its base,its habituality  to habit ,sticking burning the base ,yet invisible and not pronounced. One endeavouring/ relishing great hurry in pushing ahead of phases/phrases being lost in maze of strident certainty of nothingness,only recourse to some fulfilment remains in/lie in decisively moving ahead to any noticeable extent ,leaving behind a trail... Continue Reading →

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