Profound Pain.

Lived with profound pain,

Throughout his brief life,

Never complained of it,

Always conserving energy,

Struggling to respond,

Struggling to initiate,

Struggling to defend,.

Struggling to remain afloat,

Avoiding and reducing,

The speed of collapse,

To have the solace of,

Being yet in game,

Albeit losing one,

Occassionally dreaming,

To play like normal being,

Swallow lungful of saltry air,

Chase the seagulls,.

Like any other one,

The heavy scent of seaweeds,

The foamy lather of waves,

Rocky beach,

Emptiness of blue and gray landscape,

White circulating birds above,

Yet the sensation can’t be ignited ,

Being in doldrums forever.